11 11 / 2011
Overdue update
I haven’t been on here since June, and so much has happened in my life. If you have been following my blog then your familiar with my posts. I went off my med’s 15 months ago and in the beginning had some ups and downs. But now its great, no problems with depression or panic/anxiety attacks or sleeping. Some of this coming as recent of August when I left my husband for the last time. I went back up north to my family only to bury my dad that raised me. I returned to Florida because I missed it and my son wanted me here when he got back from his business trip in NYC. I’ve been back and forth with the games that my husband loves to play but its all over between us. I left him for a number of reasons but I wasn’t happy and I was making him miserable. I didn’t want the same things in life that he wanted and we both deserve to have a happy life. I hope he is happy or will be at some point but that’s up to him. I know that I’m moving forward in the pursuit of my happiness and a drama free life. I have changed so much in the last 14 weeks it is unbelievable. I have lost 40 pounds and moved to a new apartment with my son. I’m learning new computer skills to pick up some freelance work since I still am unemployed. I look and feel better which makes me enjoy life again. I haven’t been able to say that for a long time. I hope all of my friends and fellow bloggers are doing well. Until next time!!!!
14 6 / 2011
What’s up!!
Lost a good friend last week at 50 yrs old, he collapsed with a massive heart attack. This makes you realize life is short and you never know when its your time. Played Kinect last night for over two hours and I’m feeling it today but it was a lot of fun. Cody is doing great with new company and has a conference in Orlando this week. He will be leaving the first week of July and be in NYC for 3 months. I’m going to miss him a lot but glad things are going well for him. Not much else going on but the usual looking for job and trying to get by day by day. I’m 10 months without med’s now and I’m doing good. Well until next week…..
09 6 / 2011
Update
Not much going on just learning to edit photos, its actually a lot of fun. Spirits are staying high and I’m doing good. Everyone else is doing great, Keith got a raise a small one and Cody’s business is thriving. Not much else to report right now until next week…
23 5 / 2011
Update
I just got done updating on my blog site Roxyice.com but I will catch you up too. Not much going on but the usual stuff. Spending time with Cody, household stuff and dealing with daily crap. I just got done with cleaning and errands, getting ready to find some lunch. Celebrated 22 years of marriage last week, I didn’t feel it was a big deal. My marriage has been rocky to say the least since day one. By both of us playing a part in that. Still trying to find a job and keep myself from being depressed. Even if I do get a job we will still be broke because of my husband. And I can say that honestly, its because of his smoking and drinking which he will not give up. Doing pretty good without the med’s 9 months now and still going. I’ve not been drinking which helps me a lot. I’ve been struggling and have slipped a couple of times but I just pick myself up and start over. My son helps with keeping me straight, the one thing that has been a destroyer of my marriage was alcohol and its the last thing I need in my life. God keeps me going and always has even though sometimes I don’t listen to him. Hope your day is Blessed and Glorious for each and everyone of you that reads this….until another day..
17 5 / 2011
Life in General
Nothing much has changed, 9 months without meds. Been helping Cody with his business and still looking for work. Still trying to loose weight which has always been an issue and I feel like it will never change. I feel like I live my life being all about my weight and Im getting sick of it…Have good days and bad days of depression but I have been able to muddle through. God’s strength and the motivation of my son is what keeps me going. Going to try and write on this each day if I can remember, but that’s it for now….
20 4 / 2011
Daily Life
Hey just trying to remember to do this each week. I was bad about it on the old site too. Not much going on, still looking for work which hasn’t changed in two years. Still helping Cody on his business and taking it day by day. I don’t get depressed as often as I used too, and I have been off med’s for 8 months now. I’ve been able to manage the panic/anxiety disorder and ocd. So I figure its not going to bad, now if I could get myself together on loosing weight everything else would come together..well that’s it for now.
